should I?

last week I've lost a friend...
a friend who is 1 of the b.k youth in Kuala Lumpur who has left the body because of ulcer cancer..
He couldn't go through the chemo theropy thing...
speechless...
may god bless the family and also her sis aka kasthuri...
cause I know how close she is with her brother...

meantime..
I haven't decided if I wanna go KL or not..
abit frust though..
argh!!!