Tuesday, May 11, 2010

to you who I trusted

to a guy I though u were my best friend...
Never once in a million I thought u will betray me this way..
Told u before whatever u do right or wrong be honest with me..
Yes..u told me somethings that are general in ur life..
but u forgot to tell me 'other' important things in ur life..
U lie to me over and over again..
U say that u were meeting ur other guys friend there..
Yet...
U were meeting other girls behind my back..
I can't believe me for trusting u that u weren't actually the guy u look like..
Oh..right!!
And also tell them the exact some thing u told me as well..
Like "I miss you..."
"I wanna hug u..kiss u.."
"I need u in my life..." etc
Man..U make me sick of myself right now..
thinking all those mushy words u say makes me wanna puke right now..

U gave me de ja vu feelings like never before..
I was trying to be nice to u..
By being someone who u could trust..
Being there for u always..
And never control ur life or even question ur life what so ever...
I'm a unique person myself..
There is a thing saying 'Love me or Hate me'..
There is no one like me in this world..
I'm freaking dissapointed with what u r trying 2 play on me..
I'm so different than other girls around..
what makes u think u could do this to me?

Who u think u are to do to me like this?

a toy for u 2 play at?

or rather a girl who looks naive and innocent so that u could tricked her 24-7??

 wow~
dude..macha...
if that is the person u r looking for..
then sorry mate!
u got the wrong person!
Told u that if u treat me good I will treat u good back..
but if u betray me the consequences is quite 'Good'

Now...
Couldn't believe u that u actually lie 2 my other friends saying that U dunno me...
oh right...and Ur name is *TOOT TOOT TOOT*
Fcuk yeah!
I know every dirty secret of urs..
don't even think of fooling me U S.O.B!!!

U r just a pretty boy with a pretty face n also a short body!
U are no fun..no manners..and boring as well..
 U asshole..
better watch out..
I don't think I could bear myself to meet you or even be friends with you anymore!
I would personally like to kick u myself...
I caught u red handed myself...
U have gone beyond my limit darling..
U provoke me and tested my patience..
there is no way I would ever forgive u now..

Even if u wan me back in ur life..
I will just turn my attention off towards u...
Do what ever u want..
I'm not bothered anymore..
just don't try to act innocent to me..
If u still wanna be friends with me..
Please use ur heart instead or ur head..
I don't need guy friends who are materialistic people..
and using me just a tool for them..

Good bye!

2 comments:

Locus Memory said...

oh gosh ... this guy should be .... well forget about him ... just fuck it off ... well how are you my girl ?

fe'N'n said...

hmm...
so do u tink I write it loud n clear?
haha XD
em..yeah...
ok la so far..
how bout u my boy?
u seem 2 b in depression again..