jealousy

"Jealousy makes a person face go green"

This quote was overheard when my friends were gossiping over something
(which I can't remember when it happen)
speaking of that..
I realize that how girls are easily showing their emotions
no matter how good or how bad it could be..
It's strange..
yet so true..
girls are easily jealous even the slightest matter in the world!!

When I was in a mix school..
I can't see that much..
maybe because we were still young..
Still INNOCENT..
or rather too tomboy that I always hang out with guys only..

But...
as soon as I step into a girl school which is my previous school CONVENT..
(i still love that school though..taught me too much things a child could bear)
I would never imagine myself in a messy situation where these girls
to the guys eye...who may look innocent,pretty,nice,friendly etc..
but deep down their heart..
is as dark as the black sea where even the finest gift on earth
could shattered by their evil thoughts..
scary??
I know..
It is that scary..

I would honestly tell U that..
sometimes I hate myself that I'm a girl...
Because the girl mind itself is complicated..
and scary as well...
I don't enjoy the hormones changes etc...
besides...
they are also selfish being who only think of themselves
and not really wanting to care for other people..
They are easily jealous if someone is better off than them
or that person own something they knew they can't have..

Until now it makes me wonder..

what do I have to make girls jealous of me??

I'm nothing but a face which is plain as jean..

I'm nothing but short...

I'm nothing as I'm a tomboy who doesn't have much body to show off..

I'm just being me..

so what are u guys trying to be jealous at??

U don't have to compete with me course never once in my mind

I have the thought of competing with U..

U don't have to copy me because

no one could ever be me..

U don't have to spread rumors about me 

because at the end of the day..
people would know that U r lying to them

and U will make a fool of urself..

do remember that the more U r doing this to urself..
not people will only hate u..
in fact,
U r just killing urself by digging ur own grave..

everyone has their own unique and flaws..
U don't have to be jealous
just because U can't get praises U want..
always remember that...
Praises are just like defamation..
The more praises U want to hear..
Be prepare to hear lots of criticism as well..

Let us all be friends with each other..
I hope that U guys don't become the picture below...
where U r posses by evil spirit..
Not sure what U r thinking..

moral of the story :

THINK TWICE !!!