untitiled...

as I see the dark sky starts to overshadow the sunny sun...
I knew that the time has come for it drop...
As drop and drops of rain started to fall...
I was protected in my room..
silently looking at it as it forms pearls shape that drop from the sky...

I remember when I was being hurt by the word of 'Love'
I could still remember those days like it was yesterday..
No matter how long it has been...
Those scars are still there...
some may not be as fresh like it was...
But the pain is hard to erase...

Looking at the rain makes me wonder
if things haven't really gone that way...
will those relationships last as they should?
Yet again..
everything happens for a reason..


sometimes...
I wish I could cry..
cry my whole heart out...
so that I won't have to be patient and bear the pain that U cause to me...
but there it is not worth it crying for a jerk like U...
So I held my feelings as hard as I could...

as one of my favourite japanese song play through my mp3...
'four seasons' by Namie Amuro...
I find it comforting towards my fragile heart...

"four seasons of love and laughter...

I will be alright being alone.."

I can taste the sweetness of the past..
no matter how much I would love to forget it...