No title to write this time..
Dunno what kind of title is suitable to describe what I'm trying to write now..

U came into my life after I just had my sweet freedom..
I never could imagine myself to be so close to U
even with so much drama going on with my life..
U are just yourself...
relax...chill...happy go lucky etc...
In the end, something miracle happen..
I was quite happy etc...
but during the progress of knowing each other..
there is a lot of obstacle as well..
that make us know each other better...
but with some scratches as well..

I could still remember that U say that the 1st stage was
always sweet...curious...so the smsing...phone calling would non-stop..
but soon after the 1st stage of knowing each other have pass..
U got bored of it..
I remember 1 of our conversation that U r kinda bored of it...
I wonder u either say that u r bored of me because I keep on disappointing U...
or because my attitude is easier to grab?
while not like U..
no matter how straight forward U are..
U are still like a puzzle to me..
I still can't figure U out from my mind..
U r really not that kind of person who I could figure out..

Since U knew 1 of my dirty little secret..
I know that it is either gonna make it or break it..
at 1st U accept it..
the last conversation we had...
U make it very clear to me a lot of things..
I dunno whether I feel disappointed or not..
but, the more I think about it..
the more I feel guilty about it..
U r really a rare kind..
I couldn't ask for more..
yet.. I feel like I don't deserve U..

I'm having inner conflict like I always had..
I dunno what is running through my mind besides exam..
I wonder do U even remember those words U said to me...
but I guess..
it doesn't matter now..
because everything seems impossible now..